wis·dom/ˈwizdəm/noun
- the quality of having experience, knowledge, and good judgment; the quality of being wise.synonyms:sagacity, sageness, intelligence, understanding, insight, perception, perceptiveness, percipience, penetration, perspicuity, acuity, discernment, sense, good sense, common sense, shrewdness, astuteness, acumen, smartness, judiciousness, judgment, foresight, clear-sightedness, prudence, circumspection;
Staring at blank screen; it has been a while and yet my wisdom only swirls within me, unsure if this “wisdom” is only for me then? As a natural born teacher, I am compelled to share whatever sage advice I have taken upon myself, as it may assist another, but I am failing at finding a vehicle to convey what is in my head to my fingers. Grief and despair have become close bedfellows of mine over the last year, deepening their claws in me ever so tightly; and I allow.
Typically, when loss, chaos, grief and desperation meet me eye to eye, I have a tendency to either stuff it down deep and trudge on or struggle through the encounter, despite knowing better, despite my advice; it is always easy to give advice, it is much harder to take one’s own advice to heart. This time, I thought, “What If?” What if I just allow; lay back and float through this, accept these emotions for what they are and allow. Allowance has no anxiety and tension, allowance just is. In this allowance the Signs of clarity come flowing to and through me; the Signs and messages from the Universe, Spirits, Ancestors and my Beloveds move toward me in a symphony that my allowance orchestrates. And, within this allowance, the floodgates of intuition and deep knowing has overcome me in every cell of my being which I have only experienced a handful or two in my lifetime; and everything, that everything comes full circle if we only allow it. Everything is just as it should be, when we allow it. We need not fret or worry or maybe even grieve (although we do) because everything aligns as it should and in its perfection of time regardless of our wants, it all aligns as it should. Allow and know this truth, you will feel it in your bones and fibers, you will feel it in the tiny hairs that cover your bodies; that is what wisdom is to me. I will not sugar coat how I am feeling, oh no! I am sadder than sad, I am madder than mad and angrier than angry, but I am the eternal optimist always looking for the light, always holding on to hope and always finding the silver lining in every cloud; but some days as of late, it feels very familiar and easy to sink down into my hole of darkness and stay there just a little while longer.
The Full Pink Moon comes in to her apex at 29 degrees on Friday, April 19th @ 7:12 a.m. EST and is the second Full Libra Moon this year, a rare event as we usually only see one Full and New Moon for each Sign; this focus is on Love, Relationships, Balance, Fairness, Kindness, the Arts, Justice and Beauty. The Universal message is coming full circle as we have had 7 New Moons carrying the Libra energy, and 5 Full Moons bring us a clean slate in the vibration of each Sign. Let us look back a month to the last Full Moon at 0 degrees Libra (the first of the two Libra Full Moons). The Vernal Equinox super charged this clear energy and now has built up throughout the following 30 days to where we are now, the 29 degree Full Pink, Libra Moon (second), bringing it all to fruition; all of our lessons in our lives thus far. I hope you all took the time to reflect and contemplate; I spend most of my time in contemplation and sitting in stillness waiting for a Sign, waiting for an answer, waiting for the meaning and it comes easy to me. If life has been too busy or chaotic to have taken a respite during the last 30 days, just know that it is time to come into integrity and authenticity, to be gentler, kinder and more compassionate, even if only to ourselves it is a start.
Life, Death, Beginnings, Endings are all the cycles we move through and no different than the cycles of the Moon; the Tides that Ebb and Flow. These cycles all shape who we are, who we become, what shapes and molds the face we show the world; make it a beautiful face, may it be weathered and worn, let it be true and genuine. As for me, who knows where this journey is leading me, but I have changed over the last 30 days, coming more into my fullness, more into my true being of my own personal integrity and no longer caring where I am being led; I am here to grow and expand, serve myself and my own joy and happiness and possibly sprinkle some of that light onto the collective. It is my own learning journey made specifically for me, for my higher purpose. I no longer know what I thought I did, most days make no sense to me, so I sit and wait; wait for the answer, no longer caring how long it takes for it to come, for I know it eventually will!
Now here is your Weekly Wisdom, may it serve you this week for the highest good of your true heart xoxo -en-JOY! Kim
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